Pages of my life are turning this month, as if there was a big gust of wind!
-- Packing, moving, finals, graduation, financial independence, first real job --
It feels good, it feels exciting, yet it also feels scary and bittersweet.
Right now I'm in the actual process of change. I have these constant butterflies in my stomach because there are so many things to take care of, so many things to think about.....I'm in an overactive state! I'm like a little bee!
Being the anxious person that I am, I cannot bear the idea of missing something, forgetting something, and not doing my best. I want things to go so perfectly well....
I guess I'm trying to protect myself from the little sadness of change by wanting everything to go smoothly. However, I realize that I'm putting way too much pressure on myself instead.
Yes, i'm sad to leave my first apartment, sad to be done with school, scared to be an adult.
But let's rejoice!
How freaking amazing is it???
Wish me luck today, the moving part begins...
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